Aaron

back.
i'm back from malaysia after being there for 6/7 days.
back to my own house! yay? yay!
dont really know whether i want to continue staying in msia or come back to singapore, as in the feeling.
staying in msia gives me no stress at all, nothing to worry about, no deadlines, no time limits, no nothing.
but staying in msia will make me miss out on going ons in singapore, friends, food(!?), everything else.
but since im back, shall just live with it and enjoy? hmm..

enrolled.
i'm posted to anderson jc, sort of guessed it alr.
will get to be with some people from fuhua,
but will not get to be with A LOT of people from fuhua, this part i dont like. a lot.
will have to wake up damn early everyday, no im not complaining.
there are other people who will have to wake up even earlier than me la.
ajc - far, good school, ugly pe shirt.
hmm..

happy(jealous) of you.
i used to be happy for you when you could do it,
but now, i dont know whether im happy for you, or just plain jealous.
you do it so, effortlessly.
i want to be happy for you!
not jealous.
no point guessing who "you" is,
im so not going to say.
even if you guessed it right, im not going to say, unless i feel like saying it to you.

heavy hearted
i feel as if i need to do something now, but i just cant think of what that "something" is.
i keep getting this feeling, all the time?
i dont like it, i dont like it at all.
it makes me feel useless and weak.
that 'something' that i have to do,
it seems as though i'll be unable to face up to someone if i dont do it,
it makes me feel so incomplete,
it makes me feel like breaking down.
why? why not.

relieved.
even though there are all of those things on top,
i feel super relieved.
at least, i know that its me, its just me that im going through.
dont think anyone understands that above sentence,
ite enough as long as i do.
at least im still human.

the end.


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Sunday, February 1, 2009 12:29 PM i am back. i'm back from malaysia after being there for 6/7 days. back to my own house! yay? yay! dont really know whether i want to continue staying in msia or come back to singapore, as in the feeling. staying in msia gives me no stress at all, nothing to worry about, no deadlines, no time limits, no nothing. but staying in msia will make me miss out on going ons in singapore, friends, food(!?), everything else. but since im back, shall just live with it and enjoy? hmm.. enrolled. i'm posted to anderson jc, sort of guessed it alr. will get to be with some people from fuhua, but will not get to be with A LOT of people from fuhua, this part i dont like. a lot. will have to wake up damn early everyday, no im not complaining. there are other people who will have to wake up even earlier than me la. ajc - far, good school, ugly pe shirt. hmm.. happy(jealous) of you. i used to be happy for you when you could do it, but now, i dont know whether im happy for you, or just plain jealous. you do it so, effortlessly. i want to be happy for you! not jealous. no point guessing who "you" is, im so not going to say. even if you guessed it right, im not going to say, unless i feel like saying it to you. heavy hearted i feel as if i need to do something now, but i just cant think of what that "something" is. i keep getting this feeling, all the time? i dont like it, i dont like it at all. it makes me feel useless and weak. that 'something' that i have to do, it seems as though i'll be unable to face up to someone if i dont do it, it makes me feel so incomplete, it makes me feel like breaking down. why? why not. relieved. even though there are all of those things on top, i feel super relieved. at least, i know that its me, its just me that im going through. dont think anyone understands that above sentence, ite enough as long as i do. at least im still human. the end.