i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad,
the dreams in which i'm dying, are the best i've ever had.

how many times have you ever felt that what someone said to you is true?
when that person says i'll be there for you,
i dont know, really.

why do people always say stuff just according to what they feel at that period of time?
"we'll remain BFFs forever!"
but how many actually do?
i dont know about others,
but i'm starting to doubt.
maybe it's you i'm talking about, or not?
go figure.

i never, NEVER
say stuff that i don't mean to people,
unless you're really such a hypocrite that i have to hypocriticise you back.
i mean what i have said to you,
every single word.
but i don't know whether it's true for your side.
everytime, every single time,
you bring me on a psychological roller coaster ride.
never was there once where i truly felt "safe".

i treasure you,
but do you?
do onto others what you want others to do onto you.
well, i did.
have you?