Aaron

I always believed, that there will be times in your life, where this "someone" will come into play.
This person might seem insignificant at first, hated even.
But as you spend time with them, even forced, you might actually find something special inside them.
And when you realise that little something, you just get attracted to the person, and want to become friends.
You want to tell that them that you didnt dare or wanted to in your life,

and that they would listen to every little detail, and would want to hear more.
And its true for the other way, you want that them to tell you everything too, and you won't feel tired just listening.

You share everything, from dreams of the future, goals that can't ever be achieved,

things you want to do,

disappointments that life has thrown at you.
When something awesome happens, "someone" would be the first you think about, and cant wait to tell them about it

You arent' afraid to cry with them when stuff happens,

and won't mind being laughed at when You make a fool out of yourself.
When you're with them, you dont expect endless conversations,

for you are just content with having them by your side.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.

A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.

You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

got that whole chunk off another blog.

just found that i could really relate to it totally.

but i'm just gonna add another paragraph below.

But as time goes by, and something happens which separates the two,

you try so hard to keep it going.

You try so hard, so hard, but then it hits you.

Are you the only one that's trying?

You begin to get tired, so tired.

You decide to believe in them that they'll keep it going,

but no,

they dont.

Everything begins to fall apart and you're left on your own now.

You begin to think so much,

whether they even care about you,

whether everything that you did was worth it,

whether you should continue to keep it going.

You think that just giving some time to them would solve everything,

but then it just furthers the distance.

In the end, you're just left dangling, by that same person whom you thought could be your soulmate, someone you've put your all into.


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Friday, September 11, 2009 12:01 PM not emo, just thinking. I always believed, that there will be times in your life, where this "someone" will come into play. This person might seem insignificant at first, hated even. But as you spend time with them, even forced, you might actually find something special inside them. And when you realise that little something, you just get attracted to the person, and want to become friends. You want to tell that them that you didnt dare or wanted to in your life, and that they would listen to every little detail, and would want to hear more. And its true for the other way, you want that them to tell you everything too, and you won't feel tired just listening. You share everything, from dreams of the future, goals that can't ever be achieved, things you want to do, disappointments that life has thrown at you. When something awesome happens, "someone" would be the first you think about, and cant wait to tell them about it You arent' afraid to cry with them when stuff happens, and won't mind being laughed at when You make a fool out of yourself. When you're with them, you dont expect endless conversations, for you are just content with having them by your side. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. got that whole chunk off another blog. just found that i could really relate to it totally. but i'm just gonna add another paragraph below. But as time goes by, and something happens which separates the two, you try so hard to keep it going. You try so hard, so hard, but then it hits you. Are you the only one that's trying? You begin to get tired, so tired. You decide to believe in them that they'll keep it going, but no, they dont. Everything begins to fall apart and you're left on your own now. You begin to think so much, whether they even care about you, whether everything that you did was worth it, whether you should continue to keep it going. You think that just giving some time to them would solve everything, but then it just furthers the distance. In the end, you're just left dangling, by that same person whom you thought could be your soulmate, someone you've put your all into.